I’ve been knitting quite a bit on my sock yarn blanket lately, I touched nothing else all weekend. It’s such a relaxing knit. Relaxing is something I need more of right now. I’ve been in my head much more than I would like. Depression is such an annoying pest, I really wish it was something that could be taken away permanently. To say I’m sick and tired of it would be a major understatement.
But, knitting and even my working out seem to help a little. Although I haven’t been working out as hard as I was a few weeks ago because of all the sick that smashed its way through our house. After the sickness, my eye acted up and I had to hide in the dark for three days. FYI if a child gouges your eye with her little fingernail, you will be dealing with pain 10 years later. I have another appointment with my ophthalmologist soon to talk about getting the scar tissue taken out finally.
One of the major things I’ve been thinking about lately is what I want my kids to know when I’m gone. I want to be as open and honest with them right now of course but they’re so young that there are things I know they can’t deal with yet. So I bought a journal to write anything and everything they might want to know. I hope when they’re older it will be something they enjoy going through. I would definitely love if my mom did something like it. I found journal that my grandma wrote recently, it was more of a diary but I think it’s fun to know what kinds of things she was up to.
Now to figure out how to write all that I want to!
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